Pain of Salvation — Falling Home

10 Ноября 2014
Falling Home

    Акустический альбом Falling Home был выпущен 10 ноября 2014 года на лейбле Inside Out Music.

    Это студийный акустический альбом, включающий как новые так и старые композиции, а также каверы на Dio и Lou Reed.

    1. Stress
    2. Linoleum
    3. To The Shoreline
    4. Holy Diver
    5. 1979
    6. She Likes To Hide
    7. Chain Sling
    8. Perfect Day
    9. Spitfall
    10. Mrs. Modern Mother Mary
    11. Flame To The Moth
    12. King Of Loss
    13. Falling Home

    1. Stress

    (Watching corners and crossings
    Watching all the red lights
    Watching the stress
    Watching beggars and bankers and rushing cars
    I'm drowning in this mess)

    Help me! Rescue me! Save me! Set me free!

    It is strange - among all people I feel alone.
    Very strange - despite the sun I'm cold to the bone!

    Up on the rooftops I feel alive
    Lovely detached from the human hive.
    Up on the rooftops I feel so free.
    Far from the city that's suffocating me.

    Is this what we want?

    I believe: beneath the surface we turn to stone.
    Can't you see?
    We meet our neighbours over the phone
    I'm awake - watch me! I'll escape - watch me!
    If this is progress help me to regress!

    Alone by the ocean I feel alive
    Lovely detached from the human hive.
    Alone by the ocean I feel so free.
    Far from the city that's suffocating me.

    You live too shallow, act too deep!
    Fail to sow but proudly reap!

    Alright

    ...and you still need more!
    Indians show us where we're from
    Stress indicates what we've all become!

    (Watching corners and crossings
    Watching all the red lights
    Watching the stress
    Watching beggars and bankers and rushing cars
    I'm drowning in this mess)

    In time you'll awake!
    In time you'll escape!
    In time you'll awake!
    You'll see what's at stake!

    Is this what we want?
    Is this what we need?
    Well
    Is it?
    Is it?
    Is it?
    Guess it is
    No?
    Is it?

    (Watching corners and crossings
    Watching all the red lights
    Watching the stress)

    2. Linoleum

    She keeps the world at bay
    With walls built to stand come-what-may
    And with that coldness on display, they held until today
    She would hold her own
    Running all alone
    Ridding her road of every grain to stay in control

    Suddenly she is down on all four
    And the walls will support her no more
    Cries her eyes out like never before
    Onto this linoleum
    The bottled up and stored

    She's won every war
    And when she's out that door
    She will push ahead of you, frowning at the poor
    She would move so fast not to end up last
    Aiming for the finish line to smile at those she'd passed

    Suddenly she is down on all four
    And the walls will support her no more
    Cries her eyes out like never before
    Onto this linoleum
    The bottled up and stored
    And stored
    The bottled up and stored

    Sometimes, ooh, just sometimes
    That's really all it takes:
    A hand on her shoulder
    Then she breaks

    Sometimes that's really all it takes:
    (Yes then)
    A word of kindness and she breaks
    (She breaks)
    And then the sum of damage done
    (Well she breaks)
    Spills out on stale linoleum
    (She breaks)

    Sometimes that's really all it takes:
    (She breaks)
    A gentle touch and then she breaks
    (She breaks)
    To see the sum of damage done
    (She breaks)
    Stain this linoleum
    (Oh, she breaks)

    Sometimes that's really all it takes:
    (Oh, she breaks)
    A word or touch and then we break
    (Oh, she breaks)
    And all this world's linoleum
    (She breaks)
    Can't hold the sum of damage done

    She's becoming her last casualty
    If she breaks then at last she'll be free
    But she keeps it together once more
    To run another day to fight another war

    Itsy bitsy spider
    Climbed the water spout
    Down came the rain and washed the spider out
    Now she stays on the ground
    So she'll never fall
    See she would rather drown than lose control

    3. To The Shoreline

    I'm far from sober.
    And she's far from sane.
    As she takes my hand and she pulls me away.

    She leads me down to the shoreline.
    She leads me down to the sea.
    She pulls me into the water.
    And then she whispers to me,

    “Love, you know that I can make you stronger.
    Love, you know that I can make you brave.
    But there's one thing that you must remember:
    That I am too far gone for you to save.”

    Sand through her fingers.
    The night slips away.
    She gave me her body
    But never her name.

    I followed her to the shoreline.
    I'd follow her to the grave.
    Two sinking ships in the darkness.
    And we are much too close to break away.

    And I know that she will make me stronger.
    And I know that she will make me see.
    And I know that she will make me younger.
    But I don't know what more she'll do to me.

    She said,

    “You know that I can make you stronger.
    Love, you know that I can make you brave.
    But there's one thing that you must remember:
    That I am too far gone for you to save.”

    4. Holy Diver

    кавер на Dio

    Holy Diver
    You've been down too long in the midnight sea
    Oh, what's becoming of me
    Ride the tiger
    You can see his stripes but you know he's clean
    Oh, don't you see what I mean

    Gotta get away
    Holy Diver

    That's right
    You're Holy, Holy Diver

    C'mon

    Shiny diamonds
    Like the eyes of a cat in the black and blue
    Something is coming for you
    Race for the morning
    You can hide in the sun 'til you see the light
    Oh, we will pray it's all right

    Gotta get away, get away
    Gotta get away, get away

    Between the velvet lies
    There's a truth that's hard as steel
    The vision never dies
    Life's a never ending wheel

    Holy Diver
    Holy Diver
    Holy Diver
    Holy Diver
    Holy Diver
    That's right
    Holy Diver
    Holy Diver

    5. 1979

    It was '79
    and the world seemed more kind.
    And it was still okay to be modest.
    The sixties were gone
    but their soul lingered on.
    And the eighties were still just a promise.

    And I remember me and you.

    Two children of six
    still playing with sticks.
    And whatever we found in the forest.
    Our grandpas were strong
    and our parents still young.
    And the world seemed a little more honest.

    And I remember me and you.

    All still fine.
    1979.
    Left behind.
    1979.

    Do you remember?
    Do you remember?
    'Cause I remember me and you.

    6. She Likes To Hide

    She likes to hide
    She likes to hide
    She likes to hide and I don't know why
    I'd ask but she's too hard to find
    She likes to hide.

    This Tuesday I almost tried to ask her why
    But she got that look in her eyes
    She likes to hide
    She likes to hide

    Last night I asked her why and first she smiled
    But then she just broke down and cried
    She likes to hide
    She likes to hide

    She told me that she'll be fine and she's all mine
    But I'm pretty sure that she lied
    See, she likes to hide

    She plays this game where I'm supposed to find out
    The reason why she likes to hide
    She plays that game each night and I fail to find out
    'Cause I am where I like to hide
    I am where I like to hide
    I am where I like to hide
    I am where I like to hide

    7. Chain Sling

    "Please let me be yours, please never leave
    Please stay here close to me
    All love we shared—where is it now?
    Please let me be better than I was
    Please don't give up on us
    The thought of leaving you—I don't know how."

    "I can feel the pain you have inside
    I see it in your eyes
    Those eyes that used to shine for me
    I can feel the wildness in your heart
    That's tearing us apart
    My love, how can I help if you don't want me?"

    "There is nothing you can do to help me now.
    I am lost within myself as so many times before.
    There's nothing you can do to ease my pain.
    I am so, so sorry but if you love me you must let go."

    Two young souls in the dance of a chain sling
    Love once born from the ink of Solitude
    Bidding to dance in the swing of a rope end
    Walking their Remedy Lane trough this interlude of pain

    Who will be there now?
    When I lose my one true love?
    I am falling now
    Darkness below and above

    "There is nothing you can do to help me now.
    I am lost within myself as so many times before.
    There's nothing you can do to ease my pain.
    I am so, so sorry but if you love me you must let go."

    Two young souls in the dance of a chain sling
    Love once born from the ink of Solitude
    Bidding to dance in the swing of a rope end
    Walking their Remedy Lane through this interlude of pain

    Who will be there now
    When I lose my one true love?
    Have I lost myself?
    To love someone else...

    "Please let me be yours please never leave
    Please stay here close to me
    All love we shared where is it now?
    Please let me be better than I was
    Please don't give up on us
    The thought of leaving you..."

    I do not know how

    8. Perfect Day

    кавер на Lou Reed

    Just a perfect day
    Drink sangria in the park
    And then later, when it gets dark
    We go home

    Just a perfect day
    Feed animals in the zoo
    Then later a movie, too
    And then home

    Oh, it's such a perfect day
    I'm glad I spent it with you
    Oh, such a perfect day
    You just keep me hanging on
    You just keep me hanging on

    Just a perfect day
    Problems all left alone
    Weekenders on our own
    It's such fun

    Just a perfect day
    You made me forget myself
    I thought I was someone else
    Someone good

    Oh, it's such a perfect day
    I'm glad I spent it with you
    Oh, such a perfect day
    You just keep me hanging on
    You just keep me hanging on

    You're going to reap just what you sow
    You're going to reap just what you sow
    You're going to reap just what you sow
    You're going to reap just what you sow

    And it's such a perfect day
    I'm glad I spent it with you
    Oh, such a perfect day
    You just keep me hanging on
    You just keep me hanging on
    You just keep me hanging on
    You just keep me hanging on

    You just keep me hanging on
    You just keep me hanging on
    You just keep me hanging on
    You just keep me hanging on

    You're going to reap just what you sow

    9. Spitfall

    1: Introducing Star

    (We saw you every day)
    With your hands on your crotch and so much to say
    You went from bouncing toy cars with golden motors
    To neon striped BMWs and a court of drugged up nodders and quoters
    Namefucking fame on all photos,
    All cheered on and applauded by even richer promoters
    Now when you're a star, when you've reached this far
    And the world really knows who you are
    You show off your six black Mercedeses and drink Cristal like they all do
    And the poor outside your gates appall you,
    And the only hood you see is the one on your car
    Do you even have a clue as to who you are?
    Bro, I don't think so
    I mean Mercedes, well, you know...

    I'm sick of hearing you preach to the poor like before,
    Only now you're a coward, only letting TV through your door
    Getting older, take a bow and just go
    The rage on the stage getting colder like your hits on the chart,
    But then the talk shows can still get you hard
    Doin' rhymes on your prime time fistfights
    And spittin' grime in the limelight like a star gets a chip off your shoulder,
    A boulder that rolls and rolls over and over and over

    There's nothing like a broken childhood
    There's nothing like a broken home
    There's nothing like a tale from your hood
    There's nothing like a record of restriction orders
    Outspoken borderline disorders, a violent long way to the top
    The longer that you fought yourself up, the longer the spitfall

    2: Thus Quote The Craving

    You're so fucking lost that with all of the costs
    You still don't see that in reality
    The one thing you fail to buy yourself is a personality
    You're trapped in a mould of the rap, you sell but you're sold
    I mean, can't believe that you're paying all that gold to some home decorator that hands you buckets of conformity
    Seems you're losing your way together with your policy man,
    Ending up with a new definition of poverty - it's a joke
    Like those you make in every video to reach the kids with the dough,
    With every copied "aha yo" and worn out "bro"
    Guess what we need is yet another clown who can feed our breed with another look and hooker hook
    Now when "bitch" is mundane you take the lead with "wassup ho" and let TV blur your mouth once more
    Just what we need in every store, thus quote the craving: "forever more!"
    You're so right - a shiny knight on a white steed, truly a hero
    Yeah right
    Fuck you - fuck you right down to the core!
    You know what? You're just another "Parental Advisory" bore!

    There's nothing like a broken childhood
    There's nothing like a broken home
    There's nothing like a tale from your hood
    There's nothing like a record of restriction orders
    Outspoken borderline disorders, a violent long way to the top
    The longer that you fought yourself up, the longer the spitfall...
    The longer the spitfall...

    4: Man Of The Masses

    You're a man of the masses, took all the classes
    Their asses are yours
    All those bores who are paying the bills for your palace uphills
    And your pills that will help you proceed in your greed
    You are free of the chains that you need on your fans to adore, to kneel down before you,
    More precious to you than your brains and your hands
    They live for you!
    If you could just see this old tree, this patriarchic hierarchy, up where you want to be, you need miles of roots to lick your boots
    Don't you see?
    You're a man of the masses, you need all those asses, their fate to relate to the one that you were
    Do you know who you are? Who are you? Not the one in your words that they buy
    They concur, you conquer, though a natural flunker,
    You need them to stay not fly, to obey like the dogs that they are, the cogs under the hood of your Mercedes car
    They will pay for your trip to the stiff upper lip
    You're a man of the masses, your trip is a journey through classes
    You are high, they are low, and you need it to be so
    See, without them you'd be nothing more than before, and you know that's not much
    It's just or unjust such: just a sad little man with his hand on his crotch

    There's nothing like a broken childhood
    There's nothing like a broken home
    There's nothing like a tale from your hood
    There's nothing like a record of restriction orders
    Outspoken borderline disorders, a violent long way to the top
    The longer that you fought yourself up, the longer the spitfall...
    The longer the spitfall...
    The longer the spitfall...
    The longer the spitfall...

    When you're rappin' your shit y'all

    10. Mrs. Modern Mother Mary

    (We'll cut you down to size)
    There is a woman burning at the center square
    Raven black eyes and long let out hair
    Screaming, while cloaked vultures holier-than-thou circle and glare
    At sweat drops on pale skin like satin
    And as the raging flames work her into cinder
    Said in their defence:
    Stupidity and ignorance,
    Prejudice and intolerance
    All sound so much wiser when dressed up in Latin

    Life will never be the same
    I have a bigger world since I found God (I found God)
    Truth will never be the same
    I'm in a righter mind since I found God (I found God)

    I found Mrs Modern Mother Mary, all pale and weary
    From raising her overweight kids in the outskirts of Suburbia
    On a nice Christian gender based salary
    And a church she can merely attend
    And there on the flip-side of Caucasia we see
    Miss Modern Mary Magdalene gone Deep Throat on international cable TV

    So you keep talking about progress and equality
    But to me the crusade is still on, my friend

    Silly me who always thought
    Life was for the living
    And giving in to lust
    Was all to give and to be given

    Life will never be the same
    I have a better view since I found God (I found God)
    Guilt will never be the same
    I'm on a higher ground since I found God (I found God)
    I found God...
    I found God...

    Life will never be the same
    I have a better view now
    There's always someone else to blame
    I'm on the winning team now

    Death will never be the same
    I'm in the faster lane now
    No more am I the one to blame
    I have a juster cause now

    Love will never be the same
    Lust will never be the same
    Shame will never be the same
    I will never be the same
    And you will never be the same

    11. Flame To The Moth

    I long for the summer
    I long for the sun gently touching my face
    I'll open my eyes, let it burn every splinter
    Unleash desert storms on its way to my heart

    I had this coming
    Every day of my life
    This is where I stop fighting,
    Eyes open wide

    I once had blue eyes
    Hungry and wise
    Now they are black from this dark age of lies
    We're all privatized
    Industrialized
    We capitalize on the beams in our eyes

    It's all in the eyes

    Eyes tearing with sorrow
    Burning with anger and passion and lust
    The swift wind of thought
    Of wildness and laughter
    The soil of defiance
    The firm ground of trust

    (we had this coming every day of our lives)
    (we should start fighting for eyes open wide)

    But I am put here, in this world gone insane
    Where everything's for sale
    From nature, over stars down to DNA
    Then I can gladly say
    That I'd be the first to break that norm
    Any day, any way
    And the last to join the ranks
    To hunt down the Daily Threat
    Or any other brand of prey

    We once had blue eyes probing the skies
    Now they are blackened from this modern life
    All privatized,
    Industrialized
    A failure offensive and sore to the eye

    From this dark age of treason
    We all know how to cry
    Then we learn how to smile, how to smile
    We all tell you the truth
    Tell us the truth!
    Then we learn how to lie
    And oh, how we lie
    Now we lie

    When you bow your heads tomorrow
    At the world we build today
    I want you to remember
    That I stood my ground and said no
    Say no!
    I said no...
    Say no!
    I said no...
    Say no!
    I said no...
    Say no!
    Say no!
    Say no!

    12. King Of Loss

    Mother
    At my first breath
    Every paragraph was set
    As I inhaled the scent of debt

    Mother
    That first stolen air
    Taken as a legal sign
    On papers saying I'm not mine

    "We crown you, the King of Loss
    Better get on your feet
    Best be one of us
    Better get yourself on the list for success
    Dress up as a State investment
    Charm the press
    A breed from the seed
    Of only one short breath"

    Mother
    Hence we cry:
    Some of us are free to stand
    Most of us are bound to lie

    In those bloodstained beds
    No one can afford to pay
    The prices on their babies' heads

    I am the King of Loss!
    For every dear smile
    I feel I'm not one of us
    I have been waiting here
    In the line for success
    Dressed up as a state investment
    I charm the press
    Then tell me that life means more
    Than this vain thirst

    "One more governmental blade
    Now drawn from its private sheath
    Quite a bargain I'd say since either way
    You will live by the show of our teeth!"

    I hold up my head
    This was my life
    Now I'm with the dead
    So I lay my bare neck
    This is your call
    Dub a king or cut a wreck

    Mother
    Mother
    Is this all I am?
    Is this all I'll be?
    This is not enough

    Mother
    I wish that we could talk

    13. Falling Home

    I am an old bird
    Careworn from flying
    Caught in the down wind far from home

    I used to fly
    I was fire
    Mine was the sky and the sun
    Maybe I'm too far gone and my wings too beaten and torn
    (now I'm lost and I'm tired)
    'Cause I spin and I stall
    But I hope if I fall
    I am falling home

    To you

    I should be home now
    Done with this wild sky
    My only hope now is falling home
    I'm falling home
    I'm falling home
    I'm falling home

    I used to fly
    I was fire
    Mine was the sky and the sun
    But I'm too far gone and my wings too beaten and torn
    (now I'm lost and I'm tired)
    'Cause I spin and I stall
    And I hope if I fall
    I am falling home
    Falling home

    To you