Pain of Salvation — 12:5

23 Февраля 2004
12:5

    Релиз состоялся в 23 февраля 2004 на лейбле Inside Out Music.

    Продолжительность 60 минут 40 секунд.

    12:5 — первый «живой» релиз Pain of Salvation.

    Буклет 12:5

    Концерт был записан во время 12 мая 2003 г. в родном городе группы — Эскильстуна, Швеция. Т.н. unplugged концерт — полностью акустический, с пианино и клавесином. На концерте были сыграны композиции с альбомов Entropia, The Perfect Element и Remedy Lane. Аранжировки некоторых песен подверглись изменению, в связи с чем запись может быть расценена не только как концертное исполнение.

    Интересный факт: в композиции «Reconciliation» есть небольшой отрывок из Имперского Марша Звёздных Войн.

    1. Brickwork I (Leaving Entropia T5 A)

    Walk with me
    And see the world I see
    It is our home
    It's where we all belong

    Life is flair
    A brittle dress we wear
    A fleeting sigh

    But though pointless it may seem:
    Live as death were but a dream

    You don't have to walk their way
    You don't have to watch the show
    You don't have to play their game
    And you don't have to die to leave entropia

    All remains:
    Forgotten smiles in frames
    Two fleeting lives cut down to pocket-size

    Walk with me
    And change the world we see
    We'll cease to be
    Just people passing by
    Home is where we all get by

    You don't have to cry for more
    You don't have to have it all
    You don't have to win a war
    If death is but a dream
    Then don't let me...

    ...fall asleep

    2. Brickwork II (This Heart Of Mine T5)

    I lie awake watching your shoulders
    Move so softly as you breathe
    With every breath you're growing older

    But that is fine if you're with me

    I pledge to wake you with a smile
    I pledge to hold you when you cry
    I pledge to love you till I die
    Till I die:


    The rays of dawn play on your eyelids
    A sleeping beauty dressed in sun
    This bed is all, this room eternal
    A world persisting when we're long since gone

    I will wake you with a smile
    I will hold yo when you cry
    I will love you till I die
    Till I die

    3. Brickwork III (Song for the Innocent T5)

    This world is what we can give
    Scarred from the way we lived
    All those dreams we shared for you
    How I wish they could come true

    We dreamed of a world in peace
    But killed for a life of ease
    Now we leave the wounds for you
    What else can the dying do?

    4. Brickwork IV (Descend 1)

    (we were too weak protest or to care)
    Our ugly lies will outnumber us by far
    Your beautiful dreams
    You must close tour eyes

    (you'll pay in soul for the cutting of our loss)
    Will your eyes be mine the day when you regret
    When you pay our debts to recover life
    To recover life...

    5. Brickwork V (Leaving Entropia T5 B)

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    6. Winning a war T5

    Once there was a world out on these fields
    That was untouched
    Grateful for its love we thanked the earth that gave so much
    And oh, I loved it so!
    Once there was a pair of eyes
    Unbroken just like my heart.
    Belonging to a father and his son
    Now torn apart

    And oh, I loved him so!

    "Why, mommy?
    Tell me why daddy is walking away
    Leaving me!"

    I remember birds of pray
    Dark shadows piercing the ground!
    Faceless men came shouting
    About a pride to which we were bound

    And oh, I searched for him so!
    "Faith darling, have faith my son!
    Your daddy is winning a war..."

    "...for you!"

    Daddy need me, love and lead me
    Your superseding war won't feed me!

    Watch fathers and sons

    Pale cling to their guns
    Marching line by line
    Leaving reason behind
    Their eyes now tensed with fear;
    Enemies are near
    But all armies are
    Only fathers and sons...

    Earth bleeding through their proceeding

    All greedy vultures are needing

    WAR! WAR! Dad — who is winning a war?
    And dad — who is it for?
    I won't shed a tear — I won't show no fear!
    Won't disappoint you dad
    (all greedy voltures need war)
    I WON'T MISS YOU DAD!

    Daddy need me, love and lead me

    Your superseding war won't feed me
    Daddy need me, love and lead me
    Your superseding war won't feed me

    7. Reconcilation T5

    I thought I'd seen hell
    Thought I knew it all

    Now I know too well
    Hell is to wake up
    But it makes all the difference
    Hej!

    Tasting the tears in my mouth
    Taking the weight on my shoulders
    The hours and days of your life
    Don't necessarily make you older

    I'm sick of running away
    Along these bloody streets
    I'm sick of predators and prey
    Of being everybody's end!

    I've washed my hands of your blood
    Thought it would leave me clean
    But with time on my hands
    It turned to mud forming this crust of sin

    Now — to be truly free
    I'll let it come to me
    So — break me if you must
    When you break this crust
    Freedom is to see

    Hear this voice, see this man
    Standing before you I'm just a child
    Just a man learning to yield

    I hate these hands soaked in blood
    I hate what these eyes have seen
    Up to my knees in filth and mud
    How it hurts to become clean

    I was always on my mind
    But never on my side
    So run — but if you run away
    You'll always have to hide
    So if you need to run
    Run for help

    8. Dryad of the woods T5

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    9. Oblivion Ocean T5

    Sleep is too quiet, dreams are too painful
    Truth is the bed of this ocean of lies
    Sinking through layers of untouched oblivion
    Soaking from spirits but still far too dry

    Losing all barbed fences Lucid — no defences

    "Where is my mother?" the child asked the soldier.
    The soldier was watching them both fade away.
    Nine words create an oblivion ocean:
    "Dad tell me, will I be dead very long?"

    Losing all I lived for. Losing all I fought for.

    Oh god if you save them
    I swear I'll always hold them in my hand!
    Oh god if you save them I'd take them west
    We'd start again in the promised land.

    When life is wearing thin we pray:
    The gods are close at hand when man is astray.
    But when it all is said and done — is he to thank the gods
    For just taking his son?

    Sleep... is too quiet, dreams are too painful
    Truth is the bed of this ocean of lies.
    Words can create an oblivion ocean:
    "dad tell me, will I be dead very long?"

    Losing all I lived for. Losing all I fought for.

    Oh god if you save them
    I swear I'll always hold them in my hand
    Oh god if you save them I'd take them west
    We'd start again then

    Oh god if you save them I swear:
    I'll always hold them in my hand
    Oh god if you save them I'd take them west
    We'd start again in...
    ...the promised land.

    10. Undertow T5

    Let me go
    Let me go
    Let me seek the answers that I need to know
    Let me find a way
    Let me walk away
    Through the Undertow
    Please let me go

    Let me fly
    Let me fly
    Let me rise against that blood-red velvet sky
    Let me chase it all
    Break my wings and fall
    Probably survive
    So let me fly
    Let me fly...

    Let me run
    Let me run
    Let me ride the crest of chance into the sun
    You were always there
    But you may lose me here
    Now love me if you dare
    And let me run

    I'm alive and I am true to my heart now -
    I am I, but why must truth always make me die?

    Let me break!
    Let me bleed!
    Let me tear myself apart I need to breathe!
    Let me lose my way!
    Let me walk astray!
    Maybe to proceed...
    Just let me bleed!

    Let me drain!
    Let me die!
    Let me break the things I love I need to cry!
    Let me burn it all!
    Let me take my fall
    Through the cleansing fire!
    Now let me die!
    Let me die...

    Let me out
    Let me fade into that pitch black velvet night

    11. Chainsling T5

    Please let me be yours please never leave
    Please stay here close to me
    All love we shared where is it now?

    Please let me be better than I was
    Please don't give up on us
    The thought of leaving you — I do not know how

    I can feel the pain you have inside
    I see it in your eyes
    Those eyes that used to shine for me

    I can feel the wildness in your heart
    That's tearing us apart
    My love how can I help if you don't want me

    There is nothing you can do to help now
    I am lost within myself as so many times before
    There's nothing you can do to ease my pain
    I am so, so sorry but if you love me you must let go

    Two young souls in the dance of a chain sling
    Love once born from the ink of Solitude
    Bidding to dance in the swing of a rope end
    Walking their Remedy Lane through this
    ...interlude of pain

    Who will be there now? When I lose my one true love?
    (When I lose my love)
    I am falling now — Darkness below and above

    There is nothing you can do to help now
    I am lost within myself as so many times before
    There's nothing you can do to ease my pain
    I am so, so sorry but if you love me you must let go

    Two young souls in the dance of a chain sling
    Love once born from the ink of Solitude
    Bidding to dance in the swing of a rope end
    Walking their Remedy Lane through this interlude of pain

    Who will be there now? When I lose my one true love?
    (I am falling now)
    Have I lost myself? To love someone else...

    Please let me be yours please never leave
    Please stay here close to me
    All love we shared where is it now?
    Please let me be better than I was
    Please don't give up on us
    The thought of leaving you...

    ...I DO NOT KNOW HOW

    12. Brickwork VI (Ascend 1)

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    13. Brickwork VII (Ascend 2)

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    14. Brickwork VIII (Second Love)

    day after day, nothing's changed you're far away
    But I want you to know I can't sleep anymore
    By the nights
    Night after night the stars are shining so bright
    Though my pain is larger than Universe tonight

    Want you to know I can't sleep anymore
    By the nights, by the nights
    Day after day I want you to say
    That you're mine, you are mine

    Year after year, oh, tear after tear
    It feels like my heart will break in two
    You came like a wind, I couldn't defend
    You cut my heart so deeply the scars won't mend

    I'll never believe in love anymore, after this, after this
    Can never change or re-arrange what we lost, what we lost
     

    F. Hermansson



    Time after time I am wasting my time
    Living in a past where I was strong
    But now I am gone, I leave no shadow when I'm alone
    I'll stay forever in my dreams where you are near

    Want you to know I can't sleep anymore
    By the nights, by the nights
    Day after day I want you to say
    That you're mine, you are mine
    Want you to know I can't sleep anymore
    By the nights, by the nights
    Day after day I want you to say
    That you're mine, you are mine

     

    15. Brickwork IX (Ashes T5)

    You claim I don't know you, but I know you well
    I read in those ash eyes we've been through hell
    I've walked with the weakest just to feel strong
    You've given your body just to belong

    Let's burn together, let's burn together (baby)

    His pain will never end
    These scars will never mend

    I taste your sorrow and you taste my pain
    Drawn to each other for every stain
    Licking the layers of soot from your skin
    Your tears work my crust to let yourself in

    Touching you harder, touching you harder now

    As we walk through the ashes — I whisper your name
    A taste of pain to cling to
    As we walk through the ashes — You whisper my name
    Who's the one with the sickest mind... now?

    This pain will never end
    Our s-s-s-scars will never mend
    Cleansing sweat
    We are just using each other, too depraved to stay alive

    But too young to die
    And we hurt — Thus we hurt

    Scrubbing it harder
    Too late to back out now
    Scrubbing it even harder
    We are just so darn broken baby!
    Scrubbing ad lib x2

    As we walk through the ashes — I whisper your name

    A taste of pain to cling to
    As we walk through the ashes — You whisper my name
    Who's the one with the sickest mind now?


    This pain will never end
    These scars will never mend
    Damn this dirty bed
    Damn this dirty head

    16. Brickwork X (Descend 2)

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